I have to stop talkin to brandyn about my ED. I love him but i also love my ED. Seeing he broke up with me my love for my ED is much strogner at this time. It wont leave me in the dust. It will always be with me and i can rely on ana. She will never leave me nd hurt me like he did. Also this is why i am taking time off a bf. I dont need one to make me happy i have ana... i have no time for one i cant worry about him when all i can consontrate on is me. All i want to think about is me.
I am goin to be working alot more starting next week a min of 30hrs and a max of 40hrs. So i will be too busy for a bf and to busy to eat it is perfect.