CAMP IS: really hard! I'm not talking about the activites but the fact that i am thrown into a group of girls which all suffer the same way that i do. its hard to really think about anything else but food and purging, as much as i thought that i was recovered im really not. it seens i just put the ED thoughts in the back of my mind but they never went away its really weird!!
I'M: really missing home but i know when i get home ill fall back into the way i was even with the support of my amazing BF. i only hope that i can acheive a goal let it be in health or sickness... to the future.